Thursday, October 4, 2012

It's too much.

Depression covers me like a heavy blanket. Threatening to suffocate me. I struggle to keep it at bay but the battle wears me out. Today, I am too tired to fight it.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

I highly recommend

Because of my health, I am on a variety of medications. I do not go into the details with people other than my closest friend.... and my daughter.

One thing I have learned over the years is... always.. ALWAYS consult with your pharmasist when you are taking any prescribed meds to see if it will react with any over the counter meds you might be considering taking for relief from a cold, flu or sleeplessness. These medications relatively harmless on their own, combined with prescription meds can cause, you to stop breathing, or to slip into a coma or death.

So, never assume they are safe just because you got them off the shelf. If you take any sort of prescribed med, talk to your pharmasist.

Friday, February 24, 2012


I am excited.. and a bit scared.

Sunday morning I fly off to Cuba for a week long vacation with the man in my life. It is my combination Valentines Day/Birthday gift from him.
I have never been to Cuba. I have never been anywhere south of Buffalo, where I went for a family wedding when I was 16 and sick with the flu.

It was not a pleasant experience.

I am hopeful that this trip south will wipe the unpleasant memory of the other out of my mind.


What if I catch the travel bug?

What if I end up never satisfied to be at home?

I have many places I'd like to visit on my bucket list.  And not much time to finish it in.

I have to win the lottery soon.

The world awaits me.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Long time.

I don't post much. Life keeps me crazy busy.  I am trying to decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Work at work.... work at home(my own graphics business) so not the house work kind but add that in there too. Getting my son to karate 5 days of the week.  The Gym (for me)  for 3 of those.. and now that I go with my daughter its a 2 or more hour visit. After I drop my son at Karate I go pick up my daughter at work to go to the gym. Meals.. toilet and baths to scrub.. vacumning (is that spelled right?).. all the stuff we all do. But I never seem to have enough time in my day. Bed at midnight or 1.. up at 5 out the door to drive to work shortly after 7.
Day after day.
The car goes into the shop this afternoon to the tune of $500. I cancelled my dental appointment because I cannot afford both right now.


In a couple days I get to go to Cuba.
Courtesy of Roger.

If I don't show up in 7 days.... you know where to find me.